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Post by meli on Mar 31, 2009 23:18:09 GMT -6
Ever so slightly he felt a presence. The woman must have awoken, he thought. Without changing or letting on that she was there, he finished what he was doing up until he felt her remain in one spot again. Without movement, the essence of someone faded away from his sight and left him blind to them. Unless they were close enough to him. Either way, he brushed away the thoughts, put on Jakes jacket and slipped out the door for a few hours.
He returned before the sun was even beginning to stretch its rays across the sky, and looked around. Jake could easily find the pictures and letters from the farm, the safe haven for renegade vampires. One per building and none shall perish. It was a good place, and even though letting Zak anywhere near there was probably a mistake, it was one that Meli was willing to risk. Jake could find out everything and move on. Hopefully before Jake discovered the truth. Once that happened, Meli was positive that they wouldn't come back to New Orleans anymore. Heading to bed, he lay down gently on the bed, and closed his eyes, letting himself fall asleep. It was going to be hard going for the next while, and it would be worse with the fact that he could only be awake at night now. Without the necklace and his other items, Jake could keep him out of his consciousness as long as Jake was there. Sighing softly he fell into a troubled sleep, growing restless in the confines of their mind.
Jake's eyes flickered open to see rays of sun touching the brightening sky. Everything was vague in his mind as to what had been going on for the past few days, then it all came clear in a tumbling blur, causing him to blink rapidly, trying to clear away the fuzzy thoughts. Rolling onto his back he looked around, then finally looked at Zak's resting form. The woman had stood beside him longer than he was positive most would, and he didn't know why. For the most part he was simply accepting it, enjoying having her with him; but a small part of him did still wonder about it. This morning though was another morning that it lost the argument in his head, and with a smile on his scruffy face, he reached out to her head, brushed the hair from her face and gently stroked her cheek. "Mornin' lassy." he murmured.
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Post by Zakura Shaun on Apr 1, 2009 12:42:49 GMT -6
Zak heard the door open then close . she hesitated as she got up . then decided not to follow him. for she saw the boxes he went thru and noticed most were the farm . Hes leading him . she thought. she rested back down regaining her stregnth. it had been a while since she fed. and the blood in her veins was weakening . she shook her head and slept. that is how she survived the thirst. the bad guys she hunted some vamps alot human males. was how she got her surply of blood . she has went days now. and her skin was paling. her eyes becoming dull. but she could go longer if needed. she felt jakes caress and voice . she turned over and smiled with genuine bliss. " good Laddy " she joked adn nuzzzled against his neck . thankful he was back . " umm jake i do believe Meli left you something out there to explain some things i persume. hes . hes helping ' she tilted her head concerned but grateful for that help. she ruffled jakes hair and kissed his lips. feeling a bit guilty for being a spy last nite. " umm but first lets eat . im starved. " her eyes shown a bit of worry on sayingn that she was hungery . more than he knew. she got up .and pulle dhis arm " come on food will clear us up . "she licke dher lips playfully . --------------------------------------------------------
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Post by meli on Apr 3, 2009 23:45:48 GMT -6
The kiss caught him off guard, but the words disturbed him and took his attention away from it. If Meli had left him something in the living room, that meant he had been there that night, which meant that he had been around Zak again. That disturbed him more than anything at the moment, so he sat there for a moment processing the facts. She didn't seem worried though, and then she spoke of food and he glanced up at her, catching the worried look on her face. Letting her pull him up, he rose to his feet and followed along, glancing down at the clothes he had worn yesterday as well. Sniffing the shirt, he shrugged, noting it wasn't as bad as it could have been, and tried to use his fingers as a brush. It didn't work that well, but the tangles disappeared and left only a poof of hair. Giving a soft grunt in annoyance at it, he let the hand drop away from his head and glanced at the boxes as they came into the living room. Some things had been moved, and some new things were pulled out of boxes and left on top, enough things that made Jake frown in puzzlement. Deciding to ignore it for now, he looked at Zak and felt the frown deepen with worry. "Are you alright?" he asked quietly, wondering what was going on. Coming to a halt, he tried to grab her waist and gently pull her towards him, wanting to discover what was going on before they went further. Had something happened that he didn't know about?
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Post by Zakura Shaun on Apr 5, 2009 13:41:08 GMT -6
Zak watched him in vain to straighten himself up. but she to ran a finger thru her hair . then decided to pull it back in a long ponytail. her bangs hanging long and loose about her face. she smoothed the clothes on her body. her black shirt and pants. she decided to tuck the shirt in then walked in the living room as jake noticed the objects and boxes. she leaned on the door frame. partly from hunger and partly from the realization how close shewas to this meli last nite. and feelijng so guilty ., one from spyijng on him. like spying on jakes private thoughts. but also from the training she so toughly worked at on being a hunter. she had him. she could of gotten answers in theold way . but yet she didnt . maybe cuz of lack of stregnth she told her self . but it was only a feeble excuse. she was going against all she was taought. her teachers would of beeen disappointed ,but now here she was. She decided to see this thru . what happened after the answers were revealed she would take then . She felt her self being pulled out of her thoughts as jake pulled her close. she looked to the side averting her eyes to him. " Nothing. just iam really hungery . high metabolism is all. i have to eat to alot to regain my umm. abilities. " she smiled mockingly and pulled away . witha finger to her lips . she pulled he rjacket on and headed to the door. " come on we will get ansers after we eat . " she paused looking bakck to him. " You will get some .. um some ansers when we get back , ' she stared tohim for a moment showing she would talk afterwards of what was wrong. _______________________________________
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Post by meli on Apr 15, 2009 0:18:59 GMT -6
A look of brief disbelief crossed his features, but he decided to let the matter go. Either she'd tell him or not, but whatever it was, he knew it wasn't going to be fixed by them grabbing a quick snack. Stopping as he went to pull the door closed, he looked over at her, then back at the door. It only took a moment for him to think about it, and he pushed open the door again, then turned to her. "We'll order in. I can't drive cars, and I dun t'ink you should right now." He held the door open for her, even as he pulled out his cell phone and held speed dial. Besides, he wanted to be able to talk to her alone, and a restaurant would just let her put things off more. She knew something that she wasn't tell him, and right now, he felt the need to know. " 'ello, Olive Garden? Yeah, I'd like to place an order for delivery...." he didn't give her a chance to protest, simply called and ordered his food, telling her that she either ordered or starved more since they weren't driving anywhere. He hung up the phone and looked at her with a furrowed brow. "I apologize for bowlin' ya over, but I t'ink t'is is t'e best plan."
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Post by Zakura Shaun on Apr 15, 2009 19:37:50 GMT -6
Zakura shot her eyes to him as he thru open the door and suggested they order in . she could see the eagerness and restlessness of waiting onhis face. a look of guilt crossed hers as well as shock at his forwardness and agressive and persuasive behavior. he was catching on quickly now. seeing things he was blind before of. Zak walked in slowly she nodded her head " bowtie pasta with cream sause. and breadstix. please." she said softly but still audible. she sat down in a chair to the corner and put her hands together. it was tiem to tell him all it seemed. she was frightened he would reject her and then both would not get ansers they wanted. she felt like freak . but then she wondered if he did to . she licked her lips squared her jaw. lifting up eyes that pure dark . almost black . the hunter inside her bot og them . was showing thru clearly . " well i guess it tiem to let you know about me. you have trusted me confided in me. and now. even your other half has not fully rejected me yet. " she stood up and crossed the floor to jake . her hand to his face. " just know that all my days i have never let my guard down like this. why you .. hmm .. i dont know. but here i am . " she let her hand fall to her side. as she looked away . a hand to her arm rubbijng it slightly . " as you guess and your other half Meli knows i am a hunter. that of creatures of sadistic behaviour of mankind and such . but there is more to it than that. " she leaned in to him her breath hot onhis skin. she kissed him . firmly but soothing. wantijng to feel how much he was real to her. before she went on. she let go the kiss and smiled awkwardly . " i am sorry if i lied to you and that this may change things. please know i do not know what will come of all this " she smiled looking into his eyes. " only meli will know this" she backed away and sighed " do you have any questions i will anseer them the best to my ability. " she looked up with sad but confident eyes. ------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Post by meli on Jul 21, 2009 0:39:52 GMT -6
At first he seemed hesitant, almost indifferent to her words; but as she laid her hand upon his cheek, his eyes flickered closed, and his ears opened. He listened closely, his head drooping once or twice, as she spoke words that tore at him. Meli hadn't rejected her? When had they spoken? He was missing something much larger than he could imagine, and yet she was telling him things she had never said before. He should have been over joyed, and yet, part of him felt betrayed still, and hurt. When she kissed him, he kissed her back, wanting to feel nothing but her at that moment, no pain, no life, no death, no wonder; nothing but her. It didn't last long though. Not long at all. When she moved away, he felt a new wave of pain coming hot and quick, forcing him to open his closed eyes and look upon the one woman he thought and knew stood beisde him, but for reasons all her own. Did he have any questions? Millions. Was he going to voice them? Probably not. Sighing softly, he tucked his hands into the pockets of his jeans and looked down at his feet, hoping to find the answers. Nothing came to him though, and so he was left with a blank, and confused mind. Taking a deep breath he sat down on the couch, and motioned for her to join him. "None come to mind right now lass." He said softly enough to have been called a whisper. From everything he could have wanted in the world, comfort was all he could think of at that moment, and he didn't even know where to turn. Questions brimmed at the edge of his lips, but none grew up enough to become full fledged words, leaving his jaw working with unformed thoughts. "Lassy..." he started. "Ya dun..." He paused, groping for the proper words. Running his fingers through his hair, he started again. "Ya dun half ta tell me t'ese t'ings. 'e's....'e's not t'e kind of man I am.." he said, speaking of Meli, and of the possible rejection she felt she faced from him. "I dun care if ya come from a poor 'ouse, or a 'unter group; so long as ya dun try to kill me I'm 'appy. " he said with a lop-sided grin. If she felt she was unsure, she should have entered his head. Here before him was standing a woman that was supposed to kill him, yet didn't, and he knew that part of him would never know if she would someday. Yet the other 90% was screaming that he would be stupid if he didn't do everything in his power to keep her at his side. A war of a good life and a horrible death raged in his head, wanting to leave him helpless in his own dark and captive mind.
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Post by Zakura Shaun on Sept 27, 2009 9:18:00 GMT -6
(sorry i was gone for so long i do love this rp. rl got in the way and a bad pc prob..lol ..im back ))
Zak shuddered within as she saw the painstaking struggle that jake was conteplating inside him..her eyes wavered as a lump caught deep in her throat..her head spun..her body shook with conflicting emotions and decisions of what to do ..
she looke d away . in her mind the scenerios unfolded infront of her . her killing with cold resolve at meli and jake..one in the same. losing he rsoul and humanity ..being the monster they bred . for their cause. or being a monster of selfishness and pretending all was ok..and turning a blind eye..or and this one was slowly coming into view..but a third choice..one she was eluding..and thought not possible..
She heard jake speek to her but barely listened..she shook her head..as defeated in a boxing match..
a small sigh escaped her lips...then she lifted her eyes to him.so endearing so ..so protectiv e.. her mind was wheeling but her heart was gueding her ..she walked over to jake..
taking his hand she held it. " i could never hurt you..jake..i want to help...i am a hunter..one that isnt normal..jake..no secrets..from u . i do hunt what meli is...but i dont just kill them...jake..i feed on them...like them i feed..to ..i can feed on humans and vamps alike..that is the secret i bare..im not as strong as them..im equal..its just i dont wish to feed ..not anymore..not sincei met u ..but ..u ..u are like me..withtwo beings in one. so i feel we are connected..one and the same..i feel i am not alone in this world..now.." she hugged him...whispering. a trick of vamp she posscessed..cutting deep into jakes subconcous meli would hear her.." ill be watchingu ..but please...dont hurt him..this is all i ask..dont hurt him.." she let go ..kissing jake..and them letting fo again.." lets find some more ansers for u...i am here..right here. no matter what.." she looking down a single drop of a tear sliding down her cheek..
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Post by Zakura Shaun on May 22, 2010 18:23:20 GMT -6
(i have returned..i do hope you are still around. to finish..))
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